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August 18th, 2007

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i leave for school on wednesday, and as excited as i am to be back, i'm hardly ready to begin my senior year. i feel as if college flew by far too quickly for my liking, and i'm not ready to start legitimately thinking of "real life" in the "real world." i'm also not enthusiastic about any of my classes in the fall since i'm trying to finish up everything (except for MMS) -- my major, my graduation matrix, EVERYTHING, so I don't have to worry about anything academically (in terms of finishing things) in the spring. and naturally, being me, i've left the dreaded DS1 (medieval time period) class in the English department until the end, as well as one more math class and one more Spanish class.

i also haven't packed. or ordered my furniture. or ordered internet or cable. but i feel like everything will get done soon since it absolutely needs to be. but i did just switch ALL of my magazine subscriptions -- and trust me, there are far too many of those.

i am excited about having a normal full sized bed in my apartment, especially since now i get to go shopping for new linens. and since i finally have a normal sized bed at school, i can get egyptian cotton sheets. these are the simple pleasures in life, my friends.

in other news - i'm officially mentally checked out of my internship and therefore completely done emotionally with being an intern. forever. it was a good experience. i loved the responsibilities i had this summer, and working in a busy office for a huge media conglomerate at one of the most major cable networks was a better experience than i can convey, but as i need to reflect on my experience to complete various surveys, i realize that overall, working at nickelodeon -- at least in the brand marketing department -- doesn't feel like the right step for me in life. actually, i take that back: working in brand marketing at nickelodeon doesn't seem right for me. miramax's marketing department seemed far more cerebral, far more logistical and far more hands on than nickelodeon's. i feel that my department seems to oversee everything and therefore delegate responsibility accordingly. no one writes treatments for commercials or trailers -- there are other departments for that, no one sits and brainstorms how to effectively use marketing budgets and where and when advertisements should be placed -- consultants are hired for that. the marketing team at miramax knew what they were working on inside and out -- and sure, for a film company that doesn't release a ton of movies each year, that's easier than a network releasing several shows (with various episodes) each season -- though the only ones they focus on are premieres and other tentpoles and ratings drivers. but even still, i don't know if my boss sits around and watches all the episodes necessarily, yet at miramax they watch dailies from the producer when the film is in production, read the script, watch cuts, etc. like today when i saw becoming jane (miramax movie - i slaved over the copy machine making copies of the earliest promotional photo shoots last summer) and i saw the trailer for gone baby gone i actually teared up. i read the script for GBG my first day of my internship, and whenever we got dailies in, i watched those too. and the trailer was INCREDIBLE.

in any case - i think i've mentally decided that if i go straight into the business side of the industry, i want to work in film, not tv. (will i do tv? sure - but it's not my first choice). but, i think it's best for me to start off at an advertising agency or some brand/media consulting firm. i think the best way to learn the nuances of the field is to work in a company where i'll have real responsibility than to be an assistant at the film/tv studio.

enough about that, in exciting news, we're already thinking of christmas vacation, and while spending a week in the caribbean is still (and always) on the table, my dad and i really, REALLY got in the mood to spend christmas in paris. maybe even spending a few days in berlin or munich or something. amazing.

August 9th, 2007

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stolen survey )

in fiddling around on itunes, i discovered itunes essentials "my groove" which are essentially random playlists for every type of event: french dinner party, first wedding dance, tailgate, kids nonsense songs, etc. i'm a big fan. check them out -- great playlists that i can illegally download elsewhere (come on, i'll pick and choose the best songs from each list. editing is key).

another cool thing: on the plane i was listening to the last kiss soundtrack, which is amazing and one cd i can listen to from beginning to end and it seemed to be on constant loop in the dorm first semester of junior year, and i felt compelled to rent the dvd. turns out, it's free on hbo on demand.

May 26th, 2007

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i am a complete sucker for a good summer commercial. last night while watching rubbish on television with my father, we saw a commercial for a&w root beer floats. at the same second, we turn to each other and say "i need to have one." flash forward to a couple hours ago tonight, we go completely out of our way to get the right ice cream and the right root beer to make the most satisfying root beer floats imaginable. especially since i was sitting outside and it's this perfect night -- the first of many this summer -- with "every little thing" by the low life playing on the backyard speakers, which is the perfect nighttime song. and then i watched step up, clearly.

duke lacrosse won a nailbiter against cornell, and i really think that today, as is the case in many bracket style sporting competitions, the true national championship game was today's semifinal match up. and like with everything duke lacrosse does on the field and off, i have nothing but utmost faith in them on monday. i will say, however, that it's amazing hearing your friend / study partner's name get called on ESPN2. good job bo!

my mom considers pitbull the best i've ever done. tattoo and all.

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May 5th, 2007

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myrtle tomorrow! cinco de mayo today!

my life is essentially in boxes and they get picked up in an hour or so. the available times are 2-5, but university shipping is reliable, they're my friends, and they know that i am a huge customer (shipping 4 boxes, storing 5 + futon + plastic under bed bin + plastic drawers + mini fridge). after i finish my gross lunch i need to label things, reinforce things, throw away trash so my room is less disasterous when the guys arrive.

THEN i'm going to get ready for the afternoon/night. as soon as everyone is finished with their packing/gymming/errands/whatever, we're going to go to charlie's to laugh at the open call auditions for Beauty and the Geek then start boozing for cinco de mayo. and, most important of all -- our break between Beauty and the Geek and an evening at El Rodeo with pitchers upon pitchers of margs and delicious mexican food -- drinking mint juleps and watching the Kentucky Derby. i might run over to the liquor store to buy the proper ingredients for a bootleg durham, nc mint julep.

and tomorrow marks the beginning of the most debaucherous few day period each year... beach week at myrtle. i'm ridiculously excited, especially because we are missing the nasty weather.

August 23rd, 2006

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my journey back down south begins in an hour.
have a fun rest of week, everyone!!

July 21st, 2006

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i think it's about time i become interested in a musician with curly hair. i think it's about time i move away from dirty frat boys. you know you're making interesting life decisions when sitting in your cubicle, your coordinator asks you to name a movie character you're most likely to date and you answer stiffler. (and only sort of joking).

January 6th, 2006

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ps- um, tenting? there are at least four or five registered tents already. I COULD NOT IMAGINE. the big game isn't until MARCH. MARCH. TWO MONTHS AWAY. then again, i set up tent during rush last year (and we were #21).

i am actually shivering with the thought of tenting.

July 25th, 2005

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To coincide with moving into a new dorm in a new campus, I'm re-doing my dorm room. I'm looking for a TWIN duvet cover and I can't seem to find anything worth getting. Does anyone have any good suggestions?

Thanks!

July 2nd, 2005

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I'm off to spend a week at the beach in Puerto Rico in the wee hours of tomorrow morning. I'm bringing my laptop as a portable DVD player and because my dad's is on the fritz and he needs to do some work, so I'll be reachable for the week.

Have a fun 4th of July weekend!

June 30th, 2005

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The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you chew your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

Your Winter, Sister Hazel.

this is us

May 30th, 2005

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-memorial day wknd '05 was wonderful.
-if memorial day is used to officially inaugurate the summer, i enjoy what's soon to come. i'll be more entertained at home than i had originally thought. i'll also go through more money in alcohol than i originally had hoped.
-i found more awesome campaign type jobs that pay extraordinarily well & must make necessary phone conversation tomorrow morning.
-i've also been recommended to do some proofreading through Columbia that pays around $30 an hour. it's a great little side job, should i elect to pick it up and take the necessary brief training course. whatever. i'm detail oriented and my mom thinks it's a decent skill to have.
-i've been looking through kate spade and lilly pulitzer duvet covers for next school year, and although the kate spade stuff is elegant, i enjoy the tackiness of bright colors and Bombay Kids accents and accessories, so i think i might go with the lilly. i love my quilt from this past year, but i want something warmer and fluffier.
-i think i hurt my pinky finger when i was drunk.
-PETE & PETE season 1 (& clarissa season 1) is now on DVD. this is certainly a must own.
-date with mike this coming saturday!! we may have a meal with marisa & sebastian at some point in the day, as well as visit with mike's roommate for next year, but i'm excited.
-i found some weird sociological research on baby names that's surprisingly fascinating and weird. i've gotten up to a point talking about classic names like margaret and catherine (two that they cite) which is very cool, because it's my roommate and i!

May 19th, 2005

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tonight i:

-had nervous breakdown
-mapped out academic future
-sent long ass, tear filled, heartfelt email to my advisor
-nervous breakdown 2
-wine w/ mommy
-made a few temporary decisions, that may or may not hold depending on how this semester plays out (PPS maj/English minor, Argentina/Barcelona/Venice/Glasgow [?] fall '06)
-NEED TUMS AND/OR BEANO. ew i feel nasty. this is because mac is coming soon, and together, we are addicted to tums and beano.

i'm looking forward to my silly little kid date with mike in the city on friday.

i'm glad i had such a long talk with sonja tonight, because 1) she made me feel better about the aforementioned nervous breakdowns and 2) she's funny and 3) we know understand someone's sneaky, sneaky motives.

May 13th, 2005

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dear self,
please find something to do with your life other than nap. you are not a bum. okay. you've only been home twenty four hours. you're entitled to bummish behavior, but not for long.
love, me.

i came very close to winning $1,000 from a scratch and win lottery card which would be stellar. the abercrombie people in north carolina wanted to hire me, and i know a fat person who works at the abercrombie here... if this company supposedly hires based on looks, maybe i can get a job there. i actually think i'll be working at lincoln center if all goes as i hope it will.

ummm...

April 29th, 2005

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BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

it's 11:30 and i have a paper due at 5. if i calm down, i know that i can rock it. it's actually easier than i thought right now... if i write it the way i have it mentally broken down. and besides, i have most of it completed already. well. yeah. that's fair to say at this point, even if a few hundred words are ultimately subject for change or deletion.

DUI was last night and it was a waste of my night. it was close to three hours long, and i'd say there was only an hour and a half of funny material. i mean, this really sucked: it's reading period, and if i hadn't gone, i would have finished my paper yesterday. if i hadn't gone and had napped/completed work, i would have gone out to verde last night. and if i had done all that, i wouldn't be stressed today. i mean, the funny movies were hysterical. oh well.

April 9th, 2005

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i think it's the end this time.

i'm thinking of the golfer, of him holding my hand, of us at a formal event (and it just so happens that i am wearing my formal dress for tomorrow), of a christimas. and i'm realizing that maybe right now needs to be the end.

March 22nd, 2005

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i hate when there's a reading i could potentially be interested in, yet i just can't function. i sat on a study room couch, looked at some photos with amy, and then i read. rather, the pages went by, sentences were highlighted in purple, yet i can't really process anything that i read. i've realized that i hate a lot of the international relations theory readings that are drowning in the history of the theory. they give the history with one concrete war (or leader, or something, but usually war) and then show how it applies to other wars. i didn't like that last semester, and i don't like this now. it makes me really want to major in english or literature and just read novels that i am enamored with. novels where each word means something and where i can picture every sentence or every paragraph in my head. i love politics though. i love international relations. i love how peter feaver is developing a track within the poli sci major here on american foreign policy. i think i want that-- and i don't think i want to relegate it to a less significant minor. what would i do with myself if i double majored in english and religion?

anyway, i've felt rested since i returned. break was good. nothing too exciting, but i don't think i could have handled much excitement.

i'm hosting a p-frosh in a couple of weeks. i'm actually looking forward to it. i think ally is also either going to stay with me, or just come out w/ me for a bit. something. i'm excited. not excited for the campus completely filling up and the eateries being PACKED during my convenient meal time. (maybe now is a prime time to utilize those new essentially free lunches at the marketplace when i skip breakfast).

February 9th, 2005

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my goal in tonight is to get rashad mccants ejected from cameron. if i am close enough to the floor, which i will be because i slept in a tent for over a month, i am going to be relentless on him. rashad, you're mine baby -- watch yourself. i'm dressing as a blue angel for the game, and i still need to run some last minute cameron errands: blue poster boards for the big J's, sweatbands and headbands, etc. i have a duke garter belt. i have never been so pumped for anything before, this is ridiculous. i've been a duke bball fan for as long as i can remember, and i've dreamt of experiencing a duke/carolina game in cameron. also! i am on the cover [yes, me!] of some durham paper. all of which are awesome with pre-game coverage.

[i also have the duke basketball pep band cd playing. i am insane]

no, but seriously, if anyone is compelled to throw on espn tonight at 9pm eastern, look for me. my hair will be down and curly w/ a blue halo... it's how my parents spot me in cameron.

i should really put away my clean laundry and tidy up my room so i can make the posters on the floor of my room later on.... hmm.

ALSO! it is big sis/little sis week, and my big sis, whomever it is, is completely awesome. i've gotten great gifts so far. i think i might have guessed who she is because of a hint from the AEPis last night. this is why no one should've been talking about knowing who my big sis is from the very beginning. i'm bothered that people know, and i'm bothered that people are pretty much taunting me about it, because i really want it to be a complete surprise.

ps- last night in k-ville, i proved to DTD that i am a clutch beer pong player. last cup specialist... i know we were technically banned from the game, but as i was sinking a shot, head line monitor steve walked by and called me clutch. it was awesome.

January 5th, 2005

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Attention all college kids: One of my best friends is in the process of getting internet advertising/sponsoring for a website he and a few friends are starting. The website is called CollegeBurnbook, and it's ideally going to become a resource for high school students who are in the process of looking at and applying to colleges. Should it become a bigger site, it'll stretch beyond merely fun facts by college students for high schoolers, but will provide general tips on making the best transition from high school to college, Greek life, etc. Sooo.... all college kids reading this, I'm starting on a Duke chapter (and if anyone wants to help me out, that'd be wonderful), and if you'd want to write something on your school, please do! I'll give you my email address if you don't already have it. If this is something you're interested in, just include all the relevant information for a high school student: academics, social life (!!), school spirit, etc... and the best part is, it doesn't need to be as trite as those college manuals.

December 22nd, 2004

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why is it that every adult we both know wants us to be together?

November 17th, 2004

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i can't believe that i'm going to be home on tuesday. i haven't been home since august, and it's a little weird that i'll be able to sleep in my bed and play with my dog. it almost doesn't feel like it's really MINE anymore. it's weird.

i'm going to be able to go to bed early and wake up late and catch up on sleep. i'm going to have to read a lot of sociology and IR and aaaaah. i don't want to really bring home any written work to do, though it may not be SUCH a bad idea. i definitely think that reading is easy to get done, but i don't want to just do work when i'm home. there are people i really want to see and places i want to go.

i need to get re-acclamated to a NY late november. today was at least 60 degrees here. i never expected to have a legitimate need to wear flip flops and no jacket on november 17. i need to wear down coats and tie up shoes and sweaters. i want to go to the bronx zoo at night when it's all lit up because i never do it, and i feel that now that i'm away from NY for the better part of a year, i might as well.

i need to eat my ny food and go to art museums and ride public transportations and do all of these city things... but at the same time, i'll be home on december 9 again. CRAZY!! i want to visit a friend at yale, and i think i might do that after i have a semester behind my belt. but i'm afraid to go to yale. as much as i want to, i don't know if i can.

i have so much freaking homework this week. actually, it's not bad, but i'm trying to get it all done as fast as i can, as soon as i can. i'm not going to go out on thursday so i can stay in and do a project that's due on monday. plus, i have class registration at 7am on friday morning. then friday i won't do work. saturday will be the COOLEST DAY EVER-- and a major reason why i want to be here:

my saturday:
-wake up
-tailgate
-CAROLINA FOOTBALL GAME
-1st BASKETBALL GAME OF THE SEASON

oh man, i love how excited i'm getting over sports. i went to this 6th man night at cameron for bball and we watched them practice and talked to coach K and watched these movies... basically, i have become so attached to duke basketball that watching them win the '01 national championship literally made me cry. watching them beat carolina in cameron made me emotional.

i'll be honest. i never expected to wind up here, and now that i'm here, i'm so glad that i did. i loved duke basketball as a kid in part because i really liked grant hill for some unknown reason. it's been a bit of a love affair for the better part of my life, and i think i only applied to duke because it's a top 5 school that has my basketball and my beautiful gothic architecture.
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